Perfecting the art of the living contradiction.

Monday, April 30, 2012

ready for some pictures?

we had a beautiful weekend. temperature was cool, but it was sunny. we left the farm both days, which is quite rare for us. on saturday, we went to a spot by the river, only 10 min. from our house, which sena fell in love with in her survival skills class, and wanted to show to us. on sunday, we went to the ocean, which i've ben wanting to do for a while. i took lots of pics both days. 

sena's spot
 


thornton burgess, the writer of the green forest series, talks about a kind of blindness most of us have, even though our eyes are fine. he calls it beauty blindness. if only we would let these amazing gifts of Nature truly reach us....

fiddleheads - a new beginning, life renewing itself 


a decomposing leaf - the end of a cycle and beginning of another, life renewing itself.
i keep hearing in my head bjork's lyrics "nature is ancient, but surprises us all". always so.
detail
 happy children
ed was inspired by aiyana to learn guitar. he's working on the songs she plays.
the river, whose sound can heal you if you let it.
 looking over the water

this was my view at the ocean. we had lunch on one of the rocky break-waters that sticks out into the ocean.
 happy children. i love their smiles, and the enjoyment they get out of being outside.



 big fun

 aiyana
 sena doing handstands to close off the day

 aiyana too
peace

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

fire

i love outdoor fires. this evening we're expecting a frost, so ed set up a wood stove in our large greenhouse, where all our frost tender seedlings are (tomatoes, eggplants, peppers, cucumbers). we have to keep the temp above freezing in there, and around 40F would be even better. i hope the stove works.
 but, in any case, we had a nice time hanging out there tonight, with the kids and the cat, and the vegetables, all nice and warm by the fire.

there's something about fire that really draws me in. and i've been lucky enough to experience lots of fire lately. at the sweatlodge, which i've been attending with aiyana every other week; and at our house. we have an old wood cookstove outside that i sometimes cook on. i love that thing. it smells so good when i light a fire in there, and that combined with the fresh air and the feeling of being outside is just really nice.

i'd love to fall asleep one night, wrapped in a blanket by the fire, in the cool air of the night with the sounds of the forest in the background. maybe sometime soon....

peace

Friday, April 20, 2012

dandelions are pretty

yesterday i taught aiyana how to make a dandelion wreath. i used to love doing that as a kid, and she loved it too. sena and aiyana both think dandelions are pretty and wonder why people want to get rid of them.

 



i love living on a farm. and i am so grateful that my kids can grow up knowing and loving the living world of Nature.

peace

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

ed took sena and aiyana to old sturbridge village in Massachusetts last weekend. they love going there, learning about the different trades and crafts people had years ago.

this is sena, wearing her own clothes. she loves the 1800 era style, and wears her dress and bonnet everywhere. well, almost everywhere. this week she's taking a survival skills camp, just her and a bunch of boys, and they're learning about living in the woods, so she left her laura ingalls clothes at home and wore something more appropriate.

 here is being silly
and this is my little guitarist, aiyana, practicing this morning. it's always fun to listen to her play. she knows quite a few songs now...
peace

Thursday, April 12, 2012

reading in bed is part of Sena and Aiyana's daily morning routine. i love that they want to do that. they'll read for hours if i let them. they're really into the "american girl" series right now.

we had a little rain this afternoon, which i am very grateful for. the sky was beautiful, with all kinds of clouds, some very dark, others shining bright, and we got a rainbow too! it made everything look so fresh, with the bright colors of spring, the yellows and greens even more vivid after the rain. our farm looked beautiful, and it made me so happy just to be here.

one of the chicken coops
 our little field (with rainbow just visible in the background)
 our house (with rainbow just off the tip of the roof)
 the newly cleared orchard area (we got some trees already, and ed's starting to graft this week...)
peace

Saturday, April 07, 2012

old chicken coop

sena and aiyana found one of our old chicken coops on the far side of the field, and have been happily playing there over the past few days. they put hay down on the floor, and brought in big stones for table and chairs. they decorated with dandelions and other wild flowers they found around the field. they made it really pretty and cosy in there, and have been spending most of their time in this new play area. it makes me so happy to see how they enjoy these beautiful, simple things that life has to offer.

other than that, the weather has been strange. there's a "red flag" fire warning in effect right now for our area. usually we have spring rains, but not this year. it continues to be very dry, and windy.
i pray and send healing thoughts to our planet.

peace

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

i've been so busy, i haven't had a chance to use the internet to write in a while...
it's been really warm over the past 2 weeks, and the plants went crazy. they grew so much and so fast - spinach, lettuces, radishes, etc.- and we've been harvesting and selling at our farm. then last night, the temperature got down in the low 20's. quite a change. i was really worried about the plants getting damaged, being so much larger than they normally are at this time of year, but we covered everything and they all seem to be fine. now if we only got some rain... it's been so dry, for too long. we barely had any snow this winter, and very little precipitation, and the soil is so dry...
we've been irrigating, but i don't know for how long the well will be able to sustain it. so i'm hoping for rain.

been listening to cohen's new album whenever i have a chance to be alone in the house, which is usually when i'm cooking lunch or washing dishes. can’t listen to any other music lately, only what truly reaches me, like him.

“o solitude of longing
where love has been confined
come healing of the body
come healing of the mind”

from “come healing”
 
peace

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Happy Birthday Roxi!

today is my sister's birthday, and it was a beautiful, sunny day, quite a gift, quite fitting.

my sister is the most selfless person i know, and i am amazed that we're sisters. i struggle with selfishness and a whole bunch of other things, so i don't know how she got to be this way, but we are all better off for it.
i feel very lucky also that we're so close to each other, physically and otherwise. she really helps us a lot all year long, canning, cooking, making bread, yoghurt, cheese, jam, etc., and just generally feeding us especially when things get too busy and i can't pull it all together.

so a very happy birthday to you, Roxi, probably the most faithful reader of this blog (well, other than my mom, i guess)!

Friday, March 09, 2012

kitties

our new kitties are really sweet. right now they're still in the house, as we have to keep them in for 4 weeks to get them used to their new home. after that they'll be outdoor cats. in the meantime, we're enjoying their playfulness and friendliness. Mindnight has been very shy, but now he's more used to them and started to play with the babies. the mama cat, LT, is mostly doing her own thing, which i appreciate very much.

these are the two babies, Snowflake and Cookie. they're really nutty and cute, and they play together all the time. Snowflake is giving Cookie a bath here.
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snowflake found this basket and loved playing with it
a nap by the window
peace

Thursday, March 08, 2012

our own maple syrup

sweet and delicious. very exciting to have made our own. we got a little over 1 qt so far, but that's ok considering that the sap needs to boil down 40 to 1 ratio to get the syrup. we're not really set up for it either, so we've been boiling on top of the woodstove and some on the electric stove. but it's been fun, and we're still going.


oh, and our CSA is full, which is very, very exciting!

peace

Monday, March 05, 2012

homeschooling and maple syrup

aiyana looking up words in the dictionary
 and working on her math

 ed setting up buckets and tubing by the maple tree
 sap is already coming through
setting up more taps
tasting the sap as it comes out of the tree

Sunday, February 26, 2012

did another sweat lodge yesterday, and again, it felt really good. aiyana came too this time, and she went in the lodge with me the entire time. sena and ed stayed outside. at one point, it started snowing hard, and hale was coming down, and the wind was blowing fierce. inside the lodge is was hot and steamy, peaceful and protected. it felt so good to be in there like that, listening to the voices of the wind outside. after the lodge was over, it felt invigorating to come out into the cold, and as i rummaged around in the darkness, looking for my clothes and boots and all my belongings, i just could not stop laughing. i just felt so free and light and good. today i'm still feeling really good, and i do believe that sweating like that is very beneficial for my health, getting rid of toxins, not to mention clearing the mind. i'm also glad that aiayana was in there with me. it was a special thing to share. i held her little hand most of the time, not because she was afraid, but because i wanted us to feel close.

other that that, the last week and a half has been really busy. lots of changes and new additions. we cleared another 1.5 acres of our land, which was all brushy and tangled with bittersweet vines. we're going to put down a covercrop in the next couple of weeks, and then the plan is to put in an orchard. it's a long term plan, but one that is very exciting. we're thinking of a variety of fruit trees and bushes, as well as some nuts. we hired ed's cousin and his crew for clearing the land, and they did a grood job.

we also got more animals: 3 new cats, for rodent control, and 25 baby chicks, which are now in the house under a heating lamp, but will be going outside with the rest of the flock in a few weeks.

the CSA is just over 90% full. i already started soil blocks in the greenhouse, for onions, and some brassicas and they're germinating. our new unheated greenhouse already has spinach, lettuces, radishes, carrots, beets, and greens growing in the ground, which is incredible (i planted on february 2nd). what a winter!
this coming week, we're going to try to plant more vegetables outside, since the ground is not really frozen.

we've been doing some maple syrup as well, just for fun with the kids. we won't get much, just something for our family.
that's about it for an update.

peace

Friday, February 17, 2012

our CSA is doing well. we've been getting applications every day, and they're still coming.last night a woman stopped by to drop off her application, and she was so kind, thanking us for farming the way we do, and just being very appreciative of our efforts in general. that feels really good. farming doens't pay very much, but to know that what we do means so much to some people is quite a payment in itself.

earlier this week i went to visit Erica from Hurricane Farm. we spent a really nice couple of hours together, having tea and talking about farm life, with all its challenges, but also its beauty. erica showed me around her farm, and her animals. it was really good to be talking to someone who's experiencing so much of what i am. she is also a mother of 2 young children, and a full-time farmer. we were talking about how there's always so much to do: outside, inside, with the kids, the house, cooking, cleaning, etc. it really felt good to be undwerstood that way, and when i left i felt truly refreshed, and also, inspired to keep doing what i'm doing. it's always funny to me how i can complain so much about the intensity of my life, yet love it at the same time. i don't want to do anything else. i think it's all because of the land. at least for me it is. once you develop a relationship with the land, an intimate, daily relationship, you're hooked. you'll put up with hardships and disappointments, because the land, besides challenging you, can also sooth you and heal you and give you a sense of connection like almost nothing else can. it's very much like having children.

peace

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

my friend posted a nice little write-up on joining a CSA. she moved south of here over a year ago, and joined a CSA near her new home. she speaks from experience, and gives useful tips for anyone who's thinking of joining a CSA. here is her posting.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

food prices

i've been planning to write something on food pricing, specifically on small farm vs. supermarket differences. but my sister emailed me this little piece which says what i wanted to very nicely. the farmer quoted here has had similar experiences and is addressing the price issue from a similar point of view. this is an excerpt from a larger article, which you can find in its entirety here. 

Why Is Sustainably-Produced Food Priced Higher?

"Every week during the growing season, my husband and I cart our family’s grassfed meats to market. We sell pork chops for $11 a pound; ground beef goes for $7.50.
Every week, we meet someone who tells us the prices are too high.
In fact, at those prices, the average net income for our family members has maxed out at $10 per hour. But part of our job is to hold our chins up and accept weekly admonishment for our inability to produce food as cheaply as it can be found in the grocery store.
The truth is, food in the grocery store is not cheap. We pay for it in advance with our tax dollars, which support farm subsidies that go to support an ecologically problematic industrialized food system. We pay for it with the lives of our soldiers and with the unfathomable military expenditures that support our national reliance on fossil fuels, upon which the industrial farming model is completely dependent. The prices only look cheap because we are paying for them someplace else: through our taxes, and via the destruction of our soil, water, and natural resources through irresponsible farming practices.
The viability of a small farm is dependent not just on garnering a living wage, but on our ability to steward our land in a way that allows it to stay healthy and productive into the future. Industrial food production, in contrast, currently depends on farm subsidies—and on a license to deplete soils and pollute water for immediate profit with no regard for what happens tomorrow. This is our nation’s cheap food policy: Make the food in the grocery store as inexpensive as possible, so that we can justify lower working wages for Americans.
With policies like this, we are losing our farmers; we are also poisoning our public with toxic food. Between 1999 and 2006, the CDC estimated that 45% of American adults were suffering from chronic illness. You can’t tell me that has no connection to the food supply."

 

Wednesday, February 08, 2012

sweat lodge


Sena, Ed and I went to our first sweat lodge last Sunday. It was a beautiful, intimate ceremony, held in the Lakota tradition, and led by an amazing family we have recently become friends with. This is what my experience was like:

Earth, Air, Water, Fire.
Power,
Humility,
Authenticity.

Total darkness,
Intense heat,
Water on red hot stones,
Steam.

Total darkness,
Like a womb.
Deafening drumbeat.

Sacred chanting
Thanksgiving
Prayer.

Sweat
Running down my body
In rivers.
Air so hot,
Burning my nostrils.

Lying my body against the Earth
For strength,
And cool relief.
Feeling the soil,
Rich, dark and moist
Against my skin.

Feeling my heart beat wildly
With the deafening drum,
The only sound I hear
So all encompassing
Like silence.

Relishing the feeling
Of laying on the ground
Black earth against my arm, my neck, my face
Direct, intimate contact
Like a lover
Just where I need to be.

Let go of everything,
Without even trying
Only the drum.

After the fourth door,
Came out into the sunshine and cool air
Of a winter day
Feeling clear, light
And happy,
Like a child.

Friday, January 27, 2012

a link

here's a nice article written about us

chickens

we moved our chickens into the greenhouse a couple of weeks ago, after we harvested all the carrots and lettuces we had in there. we wanted them to be able to get some fresh greens at this time of year. aiyana is our chicken manager and expert echicken catcher. here she is in the process of bringing them into the greenhouse. the chickens love it in there, of course: protected, warm, and fresh greens available. the only problem was that we moved two flocks, which are normally in two separate coops, and as soon as they were free to mingle, they started to fight with each other. the two rosters foughts, and the hens fought too. soon enough though, they established new territories, each flock hanging to one corner of the greenhouse, and it was settled.

here's what the greenhouse looked like 10 days after the chicken had been in there. all that green matter was gone. they scratched the soil nice and loose, and fertilized it for us too. soon they'll be moved to new ground.
 here they are pecking through some compost i brought them
this is "Prince", one of our roosters. sena and aiyana are in charge of collecting eggs daily, and so they know the chickens really well, and give them names. Prince is quite a character. he would not let the other rooster approach any of the ladies from his coop when the two flocks were free to mix together.
 aiyana the animal lover
Midnight, our rodent patrol is being quite lazy at this time of year. i don't know how many rodents he's getting, but i think he could be getting more. i see the damage they're doing out there in the spinach, so i know there are lots of them. we'll have to stop pampering him so much i guess. but he did win us all over, so it's hard to be very strict with him.
we did get some snow last week, although i still feel like winter hasn't really come yet. it's been so warm, it's quite unsettling.
peace

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Happy Birthday to my Mom!

she's in the Dominican Republic for her birthday, and I hope that she's having a good one!
I was making a fire today, using up some old newspaper to start it. As I crinkled the paper, my eyes fell on an article describing a Brooklyn couple, who found out, within one week, that both the man and the woman have advanced cancer. For her it was breast, and for him, colon. They are young, in their 30’s and have a little girl to take care of. We hear cases like these too often: young people with serious or even life threatening conditions (although this case is unusual in that both were hit at the same time), and I don’t think we should just accept this as normal, and attribute it to bad luck.

Last week I was in at a doctor’s office for a yearly wellness exam; I looked around me in the sitting room, and everyone but one person was obese and looked unwell. The phrase “obese and malnourished” came to mind.

I am convinced that the food we eat is making us sick; I am also convinced that the food we eat can be a critical step towards our well-being. As you know, I have been deeply involved studying and practicing farming and nutrition over the past years, and I need to say this: Before you take medication for whatever’s bothering you, look at the food you eat. The food most people eat is dead, degenerated, irradiated, synthetic food that’s making them sick. If anyone finds themselves not well, I want to beg them to look at their diet, as a means of getting well again. Maybe not only diet, maybe you have to do medications too depending on what’s going on, but at least make diet as important a part of your journey to getting better as the medication. Eventually, maybe you can even ditch the medication and stay well and radiant through good diet and life habits alone.

It’s been said so many times, but it’s true, so I say it again. We need to really acknowledge the fact that we can pay to get good quality, nutritious food, or we can pay the hospital and the pharmaceutical industry. But to expect to be healthy and well while eating the cheap, degenerated food that we’ve been eating, is almost to expect a miracle.

Since I know a little bit of how food is grown, and what goes into food production, I am very critical when it comes to the food I buy for my family. I pretty much stay away from all processed foods, because that’s where you get all kinds of preservatives and nasty additives that we should not be ingesting. I try to buy food that’s as close to its natural state as possible. Like buying a real apple instead of apple-flavored whatever. And I try to cook starting with raw ingredients, like real vegetables, instead of pre-processed ones, such as purchased soup bases, or boullion cubes.

When I buy milk for my family, I get raw milk, because I know the guy the milk comes from and I trust his practices. If I were to buy yogurt (I don’t bc my sister makes it for us), I’d check the label and buy the one that has the fewest ingredients, just plain whole organic yogurt, made from RBGH free milk with beneficial bacterial cultures. And so on. I am constantly scanning our grocery list to see what we can do better on. Like, instead of buying granola, why not make our own, and that way we know for sure what goes into it. I want to minimize what we buy and maximize what we grow ourselves, but I realize that this is not feasible for most people. So in that case, it’s back to doing the research and finding sources that you trust, like a farmer near you, or a health food store that carries products with integrity. The point is that when you start going down the path of really questioning and acting on the knowledge that what you eat is absolutely critical to your health, to how you feel, how you look, and so on, then things start to change and new avenues will open up that you may not know about right now.

Peace

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

ed and i went to another soil health conference yesterday. heard lots about what we already knew, but some interesting new things too: stuff about how different minerals react with each other in the soil based on their physical and chemical properties (Ca, K, and S for example); also some new info on covercrops that we will apply in the field this coming season. always good to learn something new you can do.

we did a soil test this fall, and the results came back showing quite an improvement in organic matter and many nutrients, since last year. some nutrients we still have to work on, but overall we're in good shape. the exciting news is also that we'll have to add a lot less compost and amendments this year, which means money savings, and more importantly less backbreaking work for ed hauling compost to the field.

we finally finished putting together our 2012 CSA information package, and i just emailed it to everyone in our CSA and on our waiting list. it feels good to get it out finally; we've been receiving calls and emails about the CSA, and i have been quite anxious to get the info out. so now it's done, and we also updated our website with some new pics, and new info and links, so check it out if you'd like: shundahaifarm.com. there are a couple of things that still need to be fixed, but overall it works and has the info we wanted on there.

now that all this is out of the way, we can start focusing on our 2012 planting plan and seed order. that's always exciting.

i've been sick over the past week, with cold-like symptoms, and other weirder symptoms, such as a paiful ankle i could not walk on, and some general leg pain. i got tested for lyme and other tick-borne diseases, and it's not that; i'm getting better now, so my naturopath thinks it may have been some kind of weird flu virus. i'm just glad that it didn't happen during the season when i have to be out in the field and need to use my ankle.

speaking of health, i have been staying away from gluten and yeast since august, since i had an allergy test done where i showed sensitivity to them. then, over christmas, i ate everything because it was too hard not to when i'm visiting and eating at other people's houses. i have to say that i definitely noticed a difference in how i feel. my stomach did not feel good every time i had gluten or yeast. nothing major, but enough to notice a difference. also, i wonder if this cold and leg stuff i got was not maybe precipitated in some way by the sudden change in diet. well, anyway, i'm staying off gluten and yeast again, mainly bc i'm not interested in foods containing them anyway, and also bc i want to keep experimenting and see how i feel.

peace 

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

2 Christmas Eve pics

taken at ed's parents' house in manchester. sena and aiyana brought their books and read to grandma and great grampa before the guests arrived.
 aiyana reading to ed and great grampa (gramps).
gramps turned 89 this past weekend (Happy Birthday to him) and he astonished all the people at his little party by attempting a headstand. sena was demonstrating her headstands, and he wanted to try it too... he even managed to get his legs up in the air while standing on his head. i don't know any other 89-year-olds who have have tried that!!!