Perfecting the art of the living contradiction.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

sena's first piano concert

it took place last weekend, and she played jingle bells. she did very well, and in contrast to aiyana, she wasn't nervous at all, but rather quite confident and relaxed. sena's the kind of person that practices every day without anyone asking her to. she works on her stuff, and when she knows it, she knows it. i guess that's why she was so calm about the concert.

here she is before the concert, looking over her piece
and on the stage, playing

at home

been spending more time indoors lately. it's nice and cozy...
sena spends hours every day reading. she reads to herself, and she reads to aiyana. sometimes i have to tell her to stop, i'm afraid her eyes will get too tired from it...the book she's reading in this picture is one of the dilo series; it's a wonderful series about a dolphin. i highly recommend it to kids and theis families, but it's really hard to find. we ordered it directly from the author in england.
aiyana is always a little nutty; here she is licking almond butter and jam off a butter knife at breakfast.
sena and her good friend clara knitting together. sena made me a beautiful headband, i love it. both she and clara made their own scarves, which they're wearing in this picture.
aiyana and midnight snuggling on the couch. when mid is not in the house, he's out hunting. often, we spend time watching him hunt by the big maple tree in front. there are a lot of squirrels, and he loves to stalk and chase them. he is amazing, truly beautiful, the way he moves when he stalks. he's a good friend.
peace

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

NEVF conference

ed and i went to the new england vegetable and fruit growers conference last week. it was in new hampshire, and we went for 2 days. i attended the vegetable sessions, while ed focused on fruit. it was a good conference, and i learned a lot. i got some very pertinent info about potatoes, tomatoes, peas, salad greens, about winter storage of veges, and other things. i plan to try some of the things i heard about in the field next season. it's always exciting to find something new you can do to better your production. this one man was talking about his potato yields, which are very impressive, 25 to 1 compared to ours which are only about 5 to 1 (and most other growers i know). so i learned a few things that i can do different next season, that hopefully will better things. i was also very excited to find two new seeders that we may buy. i do most of the seeding on our farm, and most crops do well with the earthway seeder we currently have. but some crops, like carrots, beets and lettuces, could use some improvement, since our current seeder seeds too densely. if we found something better it could save us a lot of time thinning.

there were also some inspiring things at the conference. one farmer who's been growing for over 20 yrs and has a successful CSA and business in general, urged all of us not to sell ourselves too cheap. there's always so much pressure from consumers and the market place to sell food cheaply, that it can feel overwhelming, and farmers can easily give in. but this man said that what we have to sell is food grown for its nutritional value and quality, not for shelf life, like the supermarket food. he said that we should feel proud of what we have to sell and not be ashamed to ask a fair price for it. this was not new to me, but it felt very affirming to hear it, so it was encouraging.

another interesting thing, which both ed and i learned but did not expect to, had to do with "organic". you know that i don't think all that much about organic, and i always caution people not to blindly trust the label. but hearing actual growers speak about their practices, really made it clear that there's little difference between conventional and organic. in particular, they both use chemicals to address weed and insect problems, and in that they espouse the same philosophy, which is to treat the problem, instead of addressing the cause. i was in several sessions, where basically they were saying: if you're conventional and you have cabbage moth, you spray this, this and this, and if you're organic, you spray these other equivalent chemicals. the two classes of chemicals are more alike than different, as far as i'm concerned; they both hurt other life forms indiscriminantely (beneficial insets like bumble bees and honey bees for ex). it was very sad that not one seminar spoke about one can do to encourage beneficial insects as a means of dealing with pests,  or propose alternative options.

hearing about organic fruits in particular was scary, as far as how much and how often they are sprayed. ed was trying to find out if there's any way to grow fruit trees without spraying, but he wasn't able to get any answers for that.
we're planning to plant fruit trees next year, and we're not going to spray, just as we don't spray our vegetables. there must be another way. people have been growing apples for hundreds of years, and these chemicals have not always been around.

as long as we don't produce all of our food, and still have to buy at the store, unless i can speak to the farmer directly, i will have to choose organic over conventional. the only reason i have left for doing that with my current knowledge is that in the US at least, if you buy organic you're guaranteed that it's not GM (Genetically Modified); whereas when you buy conventional you just don't know because labeling is not required. GM is not something i want to support or eat, so i am grateful that the organic label can at least guarantee that, if nothing more...

so, after the conference i made myself a list of books to read, more info to look up, and actions to take in the field next year. i'm very excited about all of it, and am looking forward to learning more...

peace

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

love this picture

my sister took this one

her original post of it is here

aiyana's firts solo concert

aiyana had her first solo guitar concert last saturday. she played twinkle twinkle little star plus 2 variations. she did really well, but was very nervous. just before her turn came to play, she turned to me and whispered "mama, i am worried". she was so honest, it was really sweet, and i told her not to worry, and held her until her turn came. when she started playing she was hyper focused, and didn't really relax the entire time (her solo was about 10 minutes long), but she was happy at the end of the performance.

here she is playing accompanied by her teacher
peace

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

NYC

sena, aiyana and i were really looking forward to our NYC trip but it turned out to be a bit of a disappointment. i guess we had the timing all wrong. the city was really busy, overwhelmingly so, to the point where it was very hard to walk down the streets. i was nervous that if i let go of the girls' hands, i might lose them in the crowd.

we started the day in central park, and that was the best part of it all. it was sunny and cool, and the park was not too crowded. we got to see the statue of Balto, the sleigh dog, which is what sena and aiyana were looking fwd to since we read the story of how he saved the town of Nome, Alaska in 1925, by bringing them diphtheria medicine. we walked the whole length of the park, then had lunch in a nice lebanese place, and then headed for the natural history museum. the museum was very busy, and we got tired of the crowds quickly. it was hard to see anything. but we did manage to see a model of a blue whale, which was exciting. we did a lot of walking around in the museum, from exhibit to exhibit, then we took the subway to rockefeller center, where the bus to CT was supposed to pick us up a few hours later. we were pretty tired by this point and hungry, and sena suggested that we find a bookstore and just relax there for a while. we did find the bookstore, but relax we didn't, because as i said, everywhere we walked was just packed with people, and you could not find a place to sit or anything that would allow us to relax. even the coffee stores were packed, with no seating. we had a real hard time finding a place to eat, and when we did, it was awful, some of the worst food i've had in a long time. we had to go to the bathroom, and could not find one that was not filthy. finally we found a place, waited in line for 20 min and went. so that's pretty much how it went.

we still had a good time, just because we were together, the three of us, and that's always special.
i guess we won't be going to that area of Manhattan any time around Christmas in the future.
it felt really good to come back home.
some pics from the day:

central park
lunch was hummus and falafel
elms in central park