Monday, January 27, 2020
That it is possible
Saturday, January 25, 2020
...no more
"Seek to know no more". (Macbeth 4.1.118)
I am purposely taking this great quote out of context and applying it in a way that moves me at this point in my life.
Seeking to know more is human; it's fun and it can encourage growth and development. But as with everything, there is a limit, and there are times when being with a situation as is, is wiser than seeking to know more.
Knowing, seeking, questioning must be balanced by being, otherwise we risk not being fully present in our lives.
I find this particularly applicable to when we're faced with difficult life circumstances. Our first impulse is to seek to know why things are happening to us. We want someone or something to blame, even if it's just ourselves. This approach may yield insight and understanding, and maybe some ways to prevent future distress. Yet, pushed past a certain point, it becomes self defeating.
After a amount of questioning, it's no longer helpful to keep asking why. Rather, it is more beneficial to be with whatever is happening, to feel it and own it, and have faith and patience, trusting that a way forward will reveal itself from there.
Friday, January 24, 2020
To " make good of bad, and friends of foes”
Wednesday, January 22, 2020
Happy Birthday to my mom!
https://youtu.be/qaf-Wu_bH04
Peace
Tuesday, January 21, 2020
Power
In this quote from King Lear, Shakespeare makes us distinguish between two kinds of power: the kind of power which stands in its own right, through its own virtue; versus that which can only stand because it is borne, or allowed to continue by those who are made to suffer by it.
I see this quote as being applicable in a wide range of contexts, from socio-cultural, to political and economic; but here, I want to bring it down to the personal level.
I am lucky enough to know a few people who I would call truly powerful in the positive sense of the word. What makes them so is their humility and personal integrity, their lived experience, their love, empathy and compassion, and their ability to stay open and sensitive despite difficulties.
On the other hand, I've also been in situations, and have seen others close to me in situations where they felt oppressed by someone who held power over them; the kind of power that draws its strength not from the person who wields it, but from the victims who allow it to continue to manifest.
People in the first category of power enable and empower others to become their best; while people in the second are enabled by others, mainly those they oppress.
I love how Shakespeare brings these distinctions into focus, allowing us to look at relationships with more awareness and understanding. Of course, most relationships don't fit neatly into one category or the other, but combine elements of both. Still, I find it useful to think about things in this light, and I hope you do too.
I will leave you with this one question I have been asking myself since reading Shakespeare's lines: what kind of power dynamics am I a part of (at different levels), and which do I want to continue to enable?
Peace
Saturday, January 18, 2020
NYC: pics from Friday
NY Public Library
Bow Bridge, Central Park
Sena, after she was done with the photo shoot at Marie Claire. She will be featured in the April issue.
Peace
Shakespeare garden, Central Park
Whatever life presents us with, may we retain our capacity to be astonished and moved by the beauty around us. Whatever else we may suffer, if we can do this, our hearts will remain whole.
More about our day trip to NYC to come.
And, I did very well on my Physics test. Thank you for rooting for me!
Peace
Wednesday, January 15, 2020
Praxis II and Marie Claire!
Then, on Friday, Sena and I are going to NYC. She has been contacted by the fashion magazine Marie Claire and invited down for a photo shoot! They are doing a story on young women activists, and Sena is one of three (I think) young women they are profiling. She is super excited, and I am super excited! They will be providing outfits, shoes, and probably stylists, and that's about all we know, but it sounds like a lot of fun. While she's at the photo shoot, which will be about 5 hours, I plan to go walk in central Park and maybe check out some cafes / bookstores in the area. It will be a nice reward after the stress associated with the exam.
So that's what's going on. Now, I'm going back to my equations.
Peace
Friday, January 10, 2020
Philippe de Champaigne - A great reminder: Our time is short
What comes to my mind when I look at this paining is fragility, transience, beauty; also, the lack of significance, in an absolute sense, of any and everything, and yet, in a relative sense, the incredible importance of each and every ordinary moment of our lives.
This painting motivates me to get over whatever holds me back, do my best to appreciate life as is, and contribute what I can towards creating goodness and beauty in the world.
I hope you enjoy it.
Peace
Sunday, January 05, 2020
Farmy videos from December
The cows and horse:
https://youtu.be/cD_gGYgGWfM
The ducklings, and a chicken:
https://youtu.be/bUlZXvFZfVc
Peace
Wednesday, January 01, 2020
Happy New Year!
Peace
Thursday, December 26, 2019
Christmas in Montreal
Sena and Aiyana with their cousins: Julia, Stella and Lucy
Peace
Monday, December 23, 2019
Happy Birthday Sena!!!
Sena is an amazing person, and she's been getting lots of recognition recently as you may know, from different news media, public officials, etc. Yet, all of that doesn't even come close to describing the beautiful person that she truly is.
Although I could write pages on Sena's qualities and accomplishments, instead, I want to briefly describe the impact she has had on me. Sena has given me more than I ever thought possible: understanding, purpose, hope and courage! Because of her, I've been able to stand up for things that I've been too weak to address before. Her example and the kind of person she is give me strength and inspire me to believe in myself and keep moving forward when things are tough. Because of her, I've learnt not only how to stand up for a cause I believe in (for example, my work with pollinators), but how to stand up for myself! I never expected to receive this gift from my child. She allowed me to find a power inside me that I didn't know I had.
And now, just for memory's sake, I want to list some favorite times with Sena over the past year:
Some of my favorite times together are definitely the conversations we have when it's just the two of us. Her maturity level and depth are beyond that of most adults I talk with, and our conversations often leave me with much insight and food for thought. I also love listening to music together when we're driving in the car. I love getting books out for her from the library, and then having her tell me which ones she liked and which she didn't, and why. I love talking about what it means to be a woman in this world. I love talking to her about Shakespeare or other books I'm reading, and, even though she doesn't want to read them herself, I love that she listens to me and I can talk about the lines or ideas I find interesting and get thoughtful feedback from her. I love that she lets me be myself, and never makes me feel ashamed of who I am, even when I do silly or irresponsible things that I know she wouldn't do herself.
There's just so much I want to say, but I don't want to ramble. I am just so grateful!
Here are some pictures of Sena taken over the past year:
In the Dominican Republic
With Ed at the Fox interview a few weeks ago
Another interview last week
At UConn (after finishing her first semester with a 3.94 GPA)
Saturday, December 21, 2019
Thursday, December 19, 2019
All I need to know
Peace
Wednesday, December 18, 2019
Sheer loveliness
Peace
Saturday, December 14, 2019
Some recent poems
To feel and let ourselves be moved: therein lies our connection.
I'm fascinated by fields: electric fields, magnetic fields, gravitational fields. Sometimes I like to think of love as a field as well: how we can sense its energy even when we don't know its source; how it moves us to act and how it results in practical manifestations even as we debate what it is.
How
Peace
Thursday, December 12, 2019
Two things
Monday, December 09, 2019
Sena's Fox61 interview
https://fox61.com/2019/12/08/the-real-story-environmental-activist-sena-wazer/
Saturday, December 07, 2019
Thug Notes on Hamlet
https://youtu.be/A98tf9krihg









