sometimes i get overwhelmed with people who seem so disconnected and insane. it happened last time i was at a party about a week ago. just couldn't shake off the feeling of insanity. i needed to come home and go out in my garden. that made me feel more grounded.

i think that there are many troubled, angry people, discontented and jaded and empty, and maybe a lot of that is because they're stuck inside their heads and in front of the TV / computer too much. too little contact with reality. a walk outside may be nice, or maybe just paying attention for a few moments to anything other than the ranting thoughts inside one's head.

but i know that i'm the one that's odd.