this comes as a big surprise, but lately, i've been enjoying going to the cafe less and less during my time off. same for reading my books. i wonder if it's the time of year- i feel like i'm going through some kind of transformation, and for the moment, i feel quite desolate. the only things i really enjoy are spending time with the kids (although that can be exhausting), being out in nature, or listening to music.
i feel like i'm about to leave behind or transform some important parts of me, taking steps towards something unknown. it's scary and exciting at the same time. i feel a lot of light and openess on the other side of whatever this is that i'm going through.
i've been asking for guidance, and i've been wishing so hard to get closer to Nature. so maybe this is what i'm getting: less tolerance for certain things that feel meaningless.
peace
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