Perfecting the art of the living contradiction.

Friday, December 28, 2012



It’s very pretty outside, white snow on the ground, clear sky, and sunny.
Sena, Aiyana and I were supposed to be in Montreal now, spending time with my family. But Aiyana got a bad cough, and I got sick from her too, and we had to cancel the trip. We’ve been sick and not sleeping well for about a week now, but today I’m feeling refreshed somehow. I always get a feeling of lightness and clarity after being sick. 

On Christmas Eve, our neighbors and two CSA customers/ friends stopped by our house, at separate times, to bring gifts and home-made cookies. We didn't expect it, and when they came, it showed us that people think and care about us, and it was all very sweet.

A young couple in who has been in our CSA since we started and who have become good friends had their first baby, a little boy, three weeks ago. The birth and everything went really well, and yesterday, when I spoke to them on the phone, they said that we had a "share" in how well things went, and how healthy they are. I am humbled, and so happy to hear that. Of course we hope that that's what our labor's result would be, but to hear it unexpectedly like that is very moving.

So good things have been happening, as they always do.

Looking ahead into the new year, I'm working on seed orders, CSA planning and all of the planning/daydreaming that we do at this time of year.

Here are some pictures from the past 2 weeks:

Sena and Aiyana checking themselves out before Granma comes to pick them up for the Yacht Club Christmas Party. Got to be fancy for that!
and here they are posing
 aiyana before she got sick
sena and aiyana
Long Tail is the smallest and fiercest of our 4 cats. she likes her space and none of the other cats mess with her. she is very friendly with us and likes to lie in cardboard boxes in the sun. she's a mother (two of her sons also live with us), and she and I understand each other very well. she's also a great hunter, and is probably responsible in great part eliminating the rodent problem in our fields this past year.
before the snow, i managed to get some bulbs in the ground. i feel like i need to have something growing. planting the bulbs felt like a very hopeful thing to do at this time of year. i like to think of them waiting in the ground for just the right time to come out.
 aiyana and ed playing a game
 blue sky and our tool shed
aiyana and ed getting flint corn off the cob. sena then grinds it and uses the flower to bake. she makes biscuits and corn bread almost daily.
our wood stove is always nice to sit by in the winter. sena and aiyana got the bricks you see from the ocean. the were made smooth by the water, and we use them to absorb heat and warm our beds at night.
the girls and i planted paperwhites for christmas and now they are blooming.
peace

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Happy Solstice



It’s winter solstice, longest night of the year. Time for rest and renewal.
Inherent in this darkness is rebirth and the return of the light. A beautiful time of the year, when I find myself drawing in, mourning and rejoicing, receiving healing and comfort, and starting anew.

There is much to mourn: just recently the terrible shooting in Connecticut; in general, our lack of genuine concern for each other, our disconnection from the Earth, and all her creatures. I mourn for how far we as a society have strayed from the things that matter: the simple joy of feeling part of nature and acting like it; the feeling that what we do and how we act is meaningful; awareness, honesty, humility, gratitude, kindness. Privately, I mourn my loss of faith and respect for humans, a loss which often turns to resentment; resentment for what we have done historically, the pain that we bring onto ourselves and others through ignorance, fear, disrespect and apathy. I mourn these things and deep within myself, I feel their darkness, which frightens me. But I believe that within this darkness lies the spark of hope. Nature shows us over and over again, that at the darkest point, that’s when the light starts returning. Knowing that, I will start again. I will believe again, try again, trust again. I will continue to work for the good. I will continue to love this place, our beautiful earth and home, and do my best to honor it, and translate this talk into action.

I pray for courage to live in a good way and to do what I know is right even when it’s not popular.
I pray for healing for all of us, for the many things we suffer, and I send my gratitude to the many courageous teachers that, through the everyday actions of their lives, have shown us how to live peacefully and meaningfully, with dignity and respect.

Happy Solstice!

Friday, December 07, 2012

ed told me that i should add one more skill to my resume: "ditch digger". because what's what we did today (well mostly him, but i helped). we dug a 5ft deep drainage ditch for our new rootcellar, put down a pipe at the bottom, and covered with stones and soil. ed said that my parents would be proud of me. i don't know about that. he also quoted his grandmother, who is now dead: "from engineer to farmer. that's great, just GREAT!". she wasn't happy with the change, and was not afraid to let us know.
but i don't think that digging ditches in the cold rain is so bad. i learned something new, and i think i will put it on my resume. i think it's going to look cool. not that i'm looking for a job or plan to ever again. but you never know.

Monday, December 03, 2012

last sale of 2012, at the farm

check out our farm's December newsletter and 2012 CSA survey results if you're interested.

last thursday we held the last sale of the year at our farm. the vegetables looked really nice, and i couldn't help myself with the pictures.



peace

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Monday, November 26, 2012

my thanksgiving

this weekend we had a thanksgiving ceremony at our farm. just our family and our good friends who helped us make the ceremony. i really wanted to do something a little bit formal to express the gratitude and love i feel in my heart towards our land, our animals, and our family. so we did it, and it was very simple but beautiful.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

in november

i love these days. i can still work outside, but i don't need to be in a rush and there's no pressure like during the busy season. i can take my time harvesting or doing whatever needs to be done, and enjoy being outside.

this was a great season for us, in many ways. i am grateful for all of it.

here are some recent pictures:
snowman, happy children and home-grown carrot, a couple of weeks ago
i really like this picture of sena
very proud of our brussel sprouts. 3 ft long stalks and very tasty sprouts...
we grew our own flint corn this year. we bought a grinder, and the girls have been grinding it to make corn bread and other good things.

 another sunset over the farm

Thursday, November 15, 2012

sunset over the field, two days ago

this is the place where i live, work, rest, pray; my home, my sanctuary; the place that feeds and sustains us. i feel truly privileged.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Pickling, fermenting, root cellaring, and so on.




There are many ways to preserve food; the ones we use most are root cellar, freezing, canning and fermenting. Freezing is my least favorite, because it uses lots of energy and is vulnerable to power outages, which we now get on a yearly basis. I was a little nervous when we lost power with the storm a few weeks ago, since my freezer is full of food that we worked hard for, and I did not want to lose it. In future years I’d like to cut way back on freezing, and use other methods of preserving instead. Canning uses a lot of energy too, so I’m not crazy about it from that standpoint, but at least once canned, the food can safely be put on a shelf in the kitchen to last through the winter and more. Fermenting I love, and so far it’s my favorite way of preserving food. All you need is salt and water and good veges. It’s low impact as far as energy consumption, and as far as I know you can preserve many kinds of veges by fermenting them. I love the taste of fermented foods, and the health benefits (very good for our intestinal flora); unfortunately, Ed does not like fermented foods, and the kids like some but not others, so that’s a limitation. But I am planning to learn more about different ways of fermentation, and ways of incorporating fermented foods into cooked dishes, and maybe they’ll like it more.
So far this season, I’ve made sauerkraut (fermented green and red cabbage), fermented cauliflower and carrot pickles (Romanian style), pickled Lebanese turnip and pickled beets. These last two were not fermented, just refrigerated in vinegar brine.  Aiyana wants me to make kimchee, which she liked last year, and I want to try German fermented turnips, which I heard good things about. The Lebanese pickled turnips were my first this year, and they came out really good. I love eating them with venison steak, and they’re great with falafael (which is how I learned about them in the first place. You know those pink pickles you get when you go our for falafael? I always thought they were beets, but they’re mostly turnip with a little beet added for color).
It’s really nice to have had a change of pace with the end of the CSA. We’ve spent more time focused on the kids, especially homeschooling. Ed’s working with them every morning, and they have a schedule for each day. It’s all very organized, Ed style. I homeschool once in a while, when Ed’s busy doing something outside. Yesterday for example, he was working on moving the shed near our house, so I took over with the kids. He’s relocating the shed a short distance away. It will give us a nicer view of the fields from the house, but more importantly it will allow us to build a new root cellar where we hope to be able to store more veges. Root cellars are great for storage, as long as you can maintain the right temperature. This one will have 3 walls and the ceiling covered in earth, so hopefully it will naturally maintain a temp in the 40’s in there throughout the winter. That would work for storing root veges, such as carrots, beets, turnips, and other veges like cabbages and brussel sprouts.
As of right now, we still have a few veges in the field, such as lettuces, spinach and other greens, carrots, beets, turnips, brussel sprouts, etc. We plan to sell them through weekly farm sales over the next few weeks. Once they’re out of the ground, we plan to let the ground freeze everywhere, which means no winter production at all, at least for a couple of months. We think that this will be good for the soil, as well as for reducing disease and insect populations that may overwinter when the soil is not completely frozen (like when you have a hoop tunnel). We’ll see how this pans out over the next few years, but it feels good to be able to give the fields and ourselves a break from production.
I recently read a quote from an old-time farmer in The American Farm, by Maisie and Richard Courat. It reflects how I feel, and goes like this:
“The real products of any year’s work are the farmer’s mind and the cropland itself…The finest growth that farmland can produce is a careful farmer.”
Yes, the land teaches the farmer a lot if one is open, sensitive and willing to learn. One of the many beautiful things it teaches us is how to nurture and work in harmony for long-term wellbeing. As we learn these things, the health of the land and the crops it produces becomes a visible mark of our efforts. The health of the land has to come first if we are thinking long-term; focusing on crops alone can lead to misuse and abuse of the land, which will soon enough, and fairly enough, stop producing.

Tuesday, November 06, 2012

deer update



Ed got 4 deer over the weekend. No more are coming in now, and hopefully it will stay this way. But he still sees plenty just outside the fence, unfortunately. The ones that came in did quite a bit of damage to the apple trees we planted this year. 

Ed and I skinned and butchered two of them, and kept the meat and one skin. The whole thing has been quite an experience. I feel like I’ve accumulated enough bad karma to last me a while. None of us likes this one bit, but we felt like there was no choice. I didn’t mind the butchering and the blood and guts too much. It’s the taking of life that really bothers me.  I’d like to know if food can be grown without this taking of life. I don’t think so, but maybe I’m wrong…

Friday, November 02, 2012

our electric fence was down when we lost power with the storm, and deer started getting into our field. i saw tracks yesterday, and ed went out last night and saw that they were getting in even though the fence is now back on. i guess once they get in they learn that the zap they get from the fence is not that bad, and they keep coming through. ed saw 7 deer last night, some inside the fence, some just outside the perimeter. he went out three or four times and spooked them away, but they kept coming back in as soon as he left. so far they seem mostly interested in the cover crop we have planted, but i aslo found some damage to the hakurei turnips when i harvested yesterday, and i am afraid for the brussel sprouts, and carrots that are still in the field. last year when they were getting in, we had quite a bit of damage in the beets and carrots.

ed went out again early this morning, before dawn, and saw a whole bunch of them inside the fence. he stalked them for a while, and while he was doing that he also saw three bobcats. he also saw an opossum late last night. it's quite active out there!

ed's going out again tonight to hunt the deer. this time if he gets one, or more, we'll butcher them ourselves and keep the meat (in the past we gave them to friends who eat venison). i hate having to do this, but with the numbers we have out there, if they start getting in, our field will be done in a matter of days. so i'm getting ready for that...